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Originally Posted by Cinnamon_Stick
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Does anyone else struggle with suicidal thoughts around and on your birthday? Do you get so depressed about it that the last thing you want to do is celebrate it?
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1 of the problems i have, (and have had for the long time) is feeling dis content with everything- i can't be greatful for what good things have happened in the year, i can't be greatful for what i have
so when birthday's roll around it becomes (for me), a real guilt trip.
mainly focussing on all the fails of the year, and how this year was worse than the last, and so on.
i don't celebrate, i've not celebrated my birthday for years- and when people ask me i don't even tell them when my birthday is because i simply can't be dealing with it all
what's their to celebrate.
nothing