You know, for my sanity sake seeing I'm not depressed anymore, can I go back to ignorance?

I mean, we just have to stay busy and practice avoidance until it's like a faded memory. We are very good at forgetting things. It'll seem like a dream not before long, then an other will take over as host.

Nothing has really changed in my world except acceptance and conscience awareness. I wonder if this is possible?

I can use a vacation from myself.