1 of the problems i have, (and have had for the long time) is feeling dis content with everything- i can't be greatful for what good things have happened in the year, i can't be greatful for what i have


so when birthday's roll around it becomes (for me), a real guilt trip.


mainly focussing on all the fails of the year, and how this year was worse than the last, and so on.


i don't celebrate, i've not celebrated my birthday for years- and when people ask me i don't even tell them when my birthday is because i simply can't be dealing with it all


what's their to celebrate.


nothing