Why every time I have a session do I worry that they will call and cancel? They haven't canceled in a long time but here I sit still worrying about it.

Maybe because I've been saying too much in therapy lately...I'm nervous about that. I basically told T that he's in my thoughts and told him about a song that has come on the radio when I am depressed (twice now) that reminds me of him and I.

What the %&$#@ was I thinking by telling him this? It's not a bad song at all but still...ugh