i dont know if this even belongs here i dont know if i was even young enough for th is to count as childhood abuse i was 14-15 when he did these things to me!!!!!! and he was only 2 years older but so so so much more mature the levels were so vast and he was such an ancient soul my mom could tell i could tell anyone could tell he had been other p;laces he had seen other worlds he isnt of this plane hes not human!!!!!!! but a year and a half i let him beat me down!!!!!! i loved him so much!! i loved him i loved him and i let myself believe ui deserved the things he did and that putting up with it was just what good partners did!! and he threatned tokill my family and everyone i love and then himself and leave me alive to deal with the carnage i had caused by breaking up with him because he was Passionate!!!! he was just So In Love!!!! he cared So Much but when it was time for me to get help he was so bitter that the doctors were brainwashing me and controlling me and making me hate him!! he made me hate them first!! he made me reject help and family and friends and everything in between me and him!! i desevred it but i didnt and no one will ever love me that way again and thank god and the subterranean computer complex for that!!!!!!!!!!