It seems like most people here are pretty intelligent.
They are in tune with their feelings & self aware.
It seems the disorder is what holds us back from enjoying our lives to the fullest.
I know BP has its very bad points, bad depressions...but those things make me appreciate when it is good.
Without suffering, we wouldn't know happiness or contentment.
Granted it sure as hell, doesn't feel like a happy lesson while it's happening.

I know it is all short lived bc we change quickly.
I know my H is very stable, normal.
But he can be kinda boring, not much complexity to him.

Is it that my mind is always churning & I crave deep conversation?

I feel like I'm a very passionate person, a deeply feeling, highly sensitive person.
Is is just me or is that something others feel?