Ive had the bipolar dx since 2008 and I think there are clear marked times of mania and of course depression but I recently saw in notes from when I was 17 that they say I had traits of BPD and have since had the diagnosis of both BP and BPD. I have fought and fought the BPD dx because it makes me feel defected to think I have a personality disorder.

The more I read about it though, it makes sense. I knew I hadtraits but I have a lot of them-more than I realized. So now Im wondering if I have both or maybe I just have BPD.

Im so confused. I shouldn't have gone reading into it tonight.

My most recent pdoc said I have both plus PTSD (which I know is legit.)