Thank you for all the hugs and messages

I'm still in hospital waiting to be discharged from here I'm going to be admitted to the psychiatric hospital for 21 days, my psychiatrist said he doesn't want me to have contact with the outside world for the first week! I don't want to go but according to him and as he told my husband, I'm a danger to myself and his afraid that I will do harm to them as well, that hurts!!!!

I can't explain how I feel, I know my people will at least have a break from all of 'this/me' for 21 days. I know I feel sorry for myself and I only have myself to blame....
I don't know how to pick up the pieces anymore, I often ask myself is it really possible that one person can be so messed up and have so much drama in her life?

Goodbye for now my dear PC friends, I wish you well