I am in treatment for depression and I have been working on self love and learned recently,about the extent of damage of narcissistic abuse,I had endured in my childhood.

Now recently I have been craving all good luxury things for myself and it is very interesting because I used to be a frugal person ,who would not want luxury things.

Does this mean anything ??Or am I in low self esteem trap and trying to impress people. I do think I want these things for myself and not to show to other people.

Can anyone relate or what does this change mean??