I would not want faux meaning , would a proper quest entail returning to a previous state which could be classed as resilience or would a proper quest entail pursuing growth. For me it is the latter. I cannot paper over the cracks with a panacea - this difficult and this is the challenge and I will continue to roll the boulder uphill. Of course it has meaning , though strangely I have had a medical professional suggest to me that it does not. Physician heal thyself.