I tried to discuss the situation with her, and she just kind of ignored it. Every time I would bring it up, she would change the subject and never really address what I said. I wrote her an email when I got home, because I felt like I was being ignored. She wrote back that she didn't want to address it because I was too revved up and that to discuss it now would overwhelm me. She said we can revisit the issue later.
Well, we won't because I'm going elsewhere. I was trying to go with someone my insurance covered, but now I've decided to pay out of pocket if it means better service. I have my first session with the new therapist Monday, and although it sucks giving someone new my history all over again, it's for the best. Her being too available was hurting more than it was helping. I was at the point where I went to her before making any decisions whatsoever. I was dependent.
I'm not going to lie though, I will miss her and the comfort she provided. I know I have to learn to stand on my own though.
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