I suck when it comes to romance. Cannot do it. I latch on and I suck at letting go. I am just so lonely I can begin to like anyone that shows interest in me almost right away.

I just spent near $300 to meet someone I met online less than 2 weeks ago. We had fun but I could have lost my job and then not been able to pay back important loans.

Now she is not interested anymore. Thinks I am too kid-like and that my parents control me too much. Also likes her phone more than me.

Why was I so stupid to spend all that money so fast and risk so much? And now she doesn't even want to be with me. I would not have gone if I thought this would happen. Now I started with nothing and ended with even less (less money and much less trust from my parents).

I feel like such a stupid piece of crap right now. I literally wound up with almost nothing and to think I almost lost my freaking job!!!

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