If you don't want to say what you're feeling to your tdoc then maybe write it down instead?

My brother is a trouble maker too and last time he would call me from jail crying. He wanted me to put my house up for his bail! Uhnm hell no?! It's kind of sad that I pride myself in saying I'm the only one in my family who hasn't been in some kind of trouble. I feel horrible for their legal problems and costs but at the end of the day, they weren't innocent. Do you HAVE to go to this court date? I wouldn't go to my brothers because I couldn't handle seeing him locked up. Hopefully this will be just one bad day and you can move on. Don't be so hard on yourself, you didn't do the crime. Talk or write it out for tdoc and get it all out. Prepare yourself if you have to. Do you have any PRN meds you can take before court? Good luck Hun!

Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Risperdal 4mg
Trileptal 300mgs
Buspar 45mgs
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvance 70mgs PRN