Went to my pdoc today for this depression I'm going through. He upped my Seroquel since I go manic on AD. We discussed me starting therapy and talked about couples therapy because of my husband being burnt out by my illness. I called a therapist yesterday and just waiting for a call back. I just can't believe that I thought I had this all under control over the years and I really didn't. My husband is burnt out and misses the woman he married. I truly believe it can be fixed now knowing the reality that I'm miserable from this illness and I have to work hard and enjoy my life, especially with the man I love so much. I just feel like a fool going all these years not realizing what I have become, a miserable stressed out lonely person just trying to survive each day.