Being frustrated with my T won't help either!

I guess I just feel bad because she has been very generous with her time, which makes me think she really wants to help. If I were paying I would stick with it. Instead I feel like a pain. I feel bad, because even if her orientation isn't ideal, I should still be able to benefit. I suppose it's ok though, I am "neuro-atypical", and stubborn too. Maybe I just need something else.