Right now i just want to cry but i can't. There are so many things going through my mind right now. I can't get it to stop. I saw my T last week and i told the truth but so far all she has done is get me scheduled for a med evaluation on Dec 28. So far away and it takes awhile (6-8 wks) for them to start working. I hope i can last that long without losing my head. I'm trying so hard to be happy but it seems impossible. All i want is money to buy things. I feel like I'm terrible at everything. Being a wife and mother. I just want to run away. I hate feeling this way. So many emotions all at once.

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