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Originally Posted by RxQueen875
I replied to your first post about this and said to leave him alone and give him space since you've made threats at him when he put down your attempts. You're still chasing after him and now you say it's been 2 years that he's been telling you "no"? I mean this with the best of wishes, it's time you seek therapy. It's clearly becoming obsession to you and you're not even comfortable going out in public in fear you'll see him and his new gf. You're letting your life revolve around someone who told you no from the start. Get help.
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Thanks for your honest opinion. I apologize for not explaining it clearly, but he did not reject me in the beginning. He told me he was not aware of my feelings until 2 weeks ago. That's when the rejection happened. We know each others for two years but did not become close friends until half a year ago. Originally I was not hopeful but I treasured my feelings towards him because I don't feel like this for others before. I did not have much expectations. I agree that my feelings are unhealthy and obcessive. My feelings were intensified by loneliness and I believed they were valuable. I kept them to myself to escape from reality and judgements.
Six months ago he approached me to be friends. He now says it was out of sympathy. There are things that I can only talked to him about. Over time I misintepreted some signals and became more and more hopeful that it is not one-sided. Two weeks ago I made the move to confess my feelings. Things have gotten dramatic since then. I am not myself anymore.
I am contacting my therapist and hopefully will calm down and grow to be more self-fulfilling.