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Originally Posted by brainhi
"I told her that I just can't seem to stop fighting with her all the time and I don't want to be the one to upset her. I assured her I would help her out financially, but I need to keep a distance for my own health as well. I told her how I had to start taking anti depressants again as a result of this month long fight with her."
IMO I do not think it is right to tell someone that you had to go on an antidepressant because of them. That blame game is still there.
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True, I blamed her. I did go on the meds because I was in so much pain over her treatment of me, and I wanted her to know it. But, it doesn't matter, that won't get me any better treatment. I am so angry at my abusive mother for all the things she did and I really need to keep a distance because I can't keep myself from saying things like that, which only antagonize her.
Now, out of guilt, I am going to be financially supporting her and she is still going to be just as abusive. I am sorry to be so hateful and resentful and feel ashamed.