- are you saying that you can't get a job because you're too focused on sex to even apply for jobs, or do you just feel shame about your attractions?[/QUOTE]
I am losing my focus due to my attraction towards gay porn.even i stopped watching it..but still those urges continuously disrupting my study or even job hunt.when ever i go to visit any company to drop cv i feel if i could meet anybody from that gay dating site but as i am trying to control myself i dont give much care about the feeling. I feel bit ashamed for thinking like a pervert. But hating this feeling didnt stop it.even it comes back and ends up hating myself..sometimes i feel very lonely as i have no one to tell about this.