I think it is... that is part of the problem, the earliest issue that I suspect is NOT in my memory... These 'voices' (I don't hear them outside, but inside like audible thoughts really) are of the person I suspect and what is being said is what I have been suspicious is there.

Thanks, I am really having a roller coaster of crazy things happening the last couple of weeks and some of it is so strange to me that I am not certain. I have been used to 'MY' version of panic attacks for many years, but some of this has not been familiar.

Thanks for the input lowinmood!