You are right. I had no idea they would react the way the did, but I'm thankful that they did. I was slipping quickly down a scary hole. My husband has got my Xanax and is under orders to give me only one as needed for anxiety. I am seeing a psychiatrist next week, so I feel like maybe there is a light in this dark place. I think my main shame comes from the fact that now my whole family knows how low I got. and that i reached out to strangers instead of them. but I just wanted to escape and i didn't care for how long.