Cashart10,,,, SOOOOOO sorry you are going through all that. I would tell you that it will be okay, but we both know the words are futile and really wont change the feelings. Obviously I have been and am close to where you are and sympathize and empathize.

The only thing I can say is that somehow as the bottom keeps falling out, there seems to be something there to keep us from totally falling into a black hole (even if it feels like we are). I sure hope and will pray that things improve for you quickly in family, life and your internal struggles.