i dont take my meds either once i start feeling better.. its like my mind tells me i dont need them anymore... then i start going down and ill take them,.. mew old t used to always get on me about that....... every visit.. she would explain that shes a diabetic and if she went off her meds cause her sugar was ok then it would just get messed up again cause she wasnt taking the meds to keep it level.... so i know what ur going through..... i have a hard time remebering my meds but i think my mind does it on purpose somehow...... idk