Hi all! I'm very new to this online support group thing.... I joined yesterday..... But I saw this thread and thought I would contribute because I have Bipolar I Disorder and I have never seen so many people to relate to in my entire life! Today I feel a bit anxious but not sad, more happy if anything. I know I had too much coffee and that my body is still tired because I can't stop yawning (that could be from the anxiety too...) but overall today hasn't been bad. My good friend up here at school with me invited me to her boyfriend's cottage tomorrow for the weekend, so I have that to look forward to. My problem is that when I don't have something to look forward to, I really struggle to find the meaning in life. But for now that is what is keeping me going! Love to all. -Lauren