I see my pdoc this coming Tuesday, but she and the other one whom I have seen since moving cross-state for college are basically useless. They refuse to allow me to take the types and dosages of medications that I have found worked for me (as recently as this April!) and instead have been bouncing me around on BS things like the buspirone.

The only prn medication that I have is Trazodone and the buspirone (my last doctor from my hometown prescribed the buspirone specifically as a prn for my occasional panic attacks). Since ceasing all medication not necessary for sleep in April, I have been doing really well, until now of course. I'm afraid that if I call the pdoc office with an issue like this, they will recommend *coughforcecough* me to begin an antipsychotic or other such drug.