Right now the company I have been working for has been letting go of people. Big problem is my husband and I both work there. The stress of not knowing is unbearable. We get by, but just enough right now. I'm so sorry about your meds, done it. It's so hard when others can't understand what we deal with on a daily basis. It seems like for me I feel good that I made it another day without ending it all. In my situation my husband is burnt out right now. From talking to him, I understand that he is frustrated because he can't make it better and see the old me that was happy. I'm sure that's what is going on with your husband and mom. I just called a therapist this week because I realized that after all these years I thought I was able to manage this, but I can't. Are you able to go to therapy? Maybe a support group for your husband and mom?