Hi Doggiedo,

Is there nothing you can do at work to make it more interesting? If not, then you are in the wrong place, no matter how convenient it is to get your school work done while you are there. You need to move to a position where your mental abilities are stretched, where you feel a sense of worth and enjoyment before this job drives your Mood down further. Of course, I expect your current daily activities there would be frowned upon if your Superiors were to find out.

As for how you are perceiving yourself at the moment, try looking at yourself through your boyfriend's eyes. I am sure he sees you in a favourable light, think on that.

Dave.