It's hard. I would suggest my therapist. She also co-leads a group I'm in. She has offered that if I ever "freak out" while I am there (one of my greatest fears), she will sneak out to comfort me. Simple as it may be, it made me want to cry. She cares so much for me even though I am just another client. Some times it is only the little things that bring the most comfort and reassurance.
She also advised me that there is money available to us through our church and that she would vouch for me as a client she trusts.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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