I'm really sorry you have to deal with this. My T is always late too, and sometimes it makes me feel unimportant or disliked. In session, those feelings go away, but sometimes while I wait I start to feel nervous like she forgot about me or something. But it does help me feel better to know that since she sometimes goes longer with other clients, she would do the same for me if I needed it. And she has, twice. Plus she always gives me the full 45 minutes, regardless of when we started. If she cut our time short, that would be a deal breaker for me. I'm sorry you're feeling bad about the situation, and I'm sorry your T wasn't able to help you feel better about it. Hopefully things start to get better