Hello all!
I'm new to the forums.
I was actually googling where I could get some advice for this
particular issue online, and I found this website. Anyway, to cut to the chase.. I need some advice. Some serious advice on what I can do to help this problem that I am experiencing at home.
I am 20 years old, and live with my grandparents. I am hit financially with student loans, (I am a cyber security major), and I work almost full time doing retail. But from the moment that I wake up, to the minute to go to bed, my mom is constantly hitting me with verbal and emotional abuse. It started with bed bugs.. Here we go..
She thought the whole house was infested with bed bugs (which it wasn't, I seen the "bed bugs" first hand, and they were fabric particles). Then, it escalated to my half brother "cutting on her woodwork", so she got a restraining order on him. She actually to a point convinced me that he was actually doing it, but now.. I know otherwise.
She is now, (since my half brother is gone), blaming me for every spot, scratch, hole, and dent she sees in EVERYTHING.
Not just including the house, but the car, the fence, the yard, EVERYTHING. She refuses to get help, and she insists that I do not know that I am doing this, and that I am sick. I know for a fact that I am not doing this. I have suffered from anxiety and things before, but I do not have multiple personalities like she is trying to say. She has called the police on me five times in the past two weeks because of this, and it has gotten to the point where they actually receive the call, talk to me for a few minutes and leave because they already know about the situation. They say I should leave, but I have no family because my real father and mother are incarcerated and no where to go. I have no friends that I can stay with, or a car right now to sleep in. I am currently saving the money for a car right now so I can get out of this situation and just sleep in the car, even considering that it will be in the negatives here very soon. I do not care, I just do not know how to handle this situation. She is seeing spots and scratches that have been in this house for well over 20+ years and is blaming everything on me. This is caused me to lose every bond I have ever had with her, every piece of our relationship has fallen apart because "I am sick and I refuse to get help". I have literally even made appointments with the Swanson Center to get help with this, to no avail. She refuses to talk to anyone professional, as they "all side with me because I am a compulsive liar and sociopath." Anyone have any input on this? Please any advice! ):

- Very desperate son