Moonkin,

It will all come together in time....I know how frustrating that can be....I remember as a child, I always thought beyond my years....& always wanted to be older than I actually was because I thought that way & couldn't understand why it wasn't true. I remember at thirteen, wanting my own apartment & my own life & thought I was quite capable of taking care of myself. At sixteen, I still felt that way, only even more.

You are looking into yourself & trying to put all your thoughts together. What you are going through is very good & you should be very proud of yourself that you have thoughts about what you want for your future. People that don't go through the thinking process that you are struggling with have a much harder time later in life & don't know why.....you are doing the work necessary for a good life down your path.....but we all know it takes time to walk a path....one step at a time.....but you will get there & the reward at the end will all be worth it.

You are ok....don't listen to that voice that says anything different,
Debbie