I dreamt of her
She hugged me from behind
Her face leaning against my back
It was a solemn and yet emotional moment

No conversations, just stark silence
My favourite music began to fade in
" No, it is just a dream "
*Keeps calm and attempts to wake up"

*Goes back to sleep*
" I won't abandon you, I will take you under my wings"
The hug continues forever, and ever.
Our surroundings were brightly white
Symbol of purity and virtue

My alarm rang me to wake up from this dream
Suddenly, my mood collapsed
I could not get up for school to face her
I wanted to sleep longer and miss school on purpose

Then, my mother woke me up
Her voice struck a realization in me
" My mother paid for my school fees, I still have to go for lecture "

My study buddy warned me:

She does not "know" me in depth
She will not give a damn about me
Everyone in college is fake, including her
It's not complicated, take things simple

Do people really relate to how hard it was for me to get out of my bed this early morning?

I don't want people to just say "keep it simple" instead of being able to understand random struggle with emotions everyday.