As of late, my depression has been pretty manageable, but I started a new job 3 months ago & I've had trouble adjusting as far as being around new people.
Yesterday, there was a company party & I didn't go. I just didn't feel like going, mainly because I don't really talk to anyone at my job regularly outside of work & I stay to myself for the most part & just do my work. I have family and friends/associates that I talk to everyday but I just feel so awkward at work, especially after yesterday. Idk, maybe I'm being super hard on myself for no rational reason but I just didn't feel like going and I felt really awkward and weird for having made that decision.
Anyways, thanks for reading.