All I can do is lie here, with a repeat of Jay Leno on in the background (I can only get Ch7), obsessively reading all the postings. Meanwhile my experiments are being seriously ruined because I couldn't face dealing with them today, and I haven't pursuaded myself to go back this evening. I swear the meds are making me worse - 2 weeks of high dose effexor - or maybe I just haven't been taking them long enough. I guess I should talk to the doctor! The only good thing is that when I get to this stage I zone out of being suicidal. Weird, but good.
Maybe I'll eventually think of something useful to say to someone else on the site. Actually, I did think of some useful things, but now I don't know where the original msgs are! Better start reading through them all again!