Hi RomanSunburn,
I suffer from depression and a few months ago started wondering how my laziness could be mistaken for depression in my mind when I am not feeling super sad..In other words when I am functioning okay and am motivated but am still feeling lazy and resistant to take care of responsibilities. I started to wonder also if pressuring myself to do so many things I didn't want to do was adding to my depression.. I realized if I was going to be able to keep up a healthy routine of work, cleaning, cooking, socializing, that I would have to learn self discipline.. I'm still learning! How does one learn this when all my life (mostly) I've been so undisciplined?? Anyway good luck to both of us.