hey patty.
i havent had a chance to make any lists yet. maybe thats something i could do today to try to get myself feeling better. procrastination always makes things worse.
thats a really good distinction between kinds of pain patty. i had never thought of that before. um. i think its a mixture at the moment. feeling a bit off keel after operation and having to spend time at home with my father afterwards but maybe more from the 'lifelong conditioning'. that is if that means that the same things have been bothering me for ages or if it means that maybe i dont know any other way to be? i would love hearing any insights you might have please.
thank you patty