Really anxious about my health right now. I keep getting a headache in the same spot among other things, but thinking about going to the hospital just feeds into my anxiety as well and I end up sitting here worrying and googling everything it might be rather than actually getting it checked out which may actually give me peace of mind. I've always had a feeling I'd get a terrible disease and die young from it which just makes all of this worse. Thoughts are all over the place, just really feeling terrible physically and mentally.