Mostly I'm just depressed today and hoping somebody will converse.

Anyway... when I was in my 20s, I would masturbate exactly 3 times per week. Any more than that would make me depressed the following day, and any less than that would leave me feeling frustrated.

In my mid 30s to mid 40s, that number decreased to 2 times at best. Then my libido suddenly decreased, and I decided to stop masturbating. Two or three weeks later, I had a mental breakdown and became psychotic.

So then I had no sexual activity for 2 years. Until suddenly I became ravenously horny as though I was making up for lost time except more than 1 time per week would cause depression.

Then 6 months ago, I got sick and I seem to have a detached feeling about sex. Everything functions, but I feel disconnected and indifferent. I continue to get in my 1 time per week, but a lot of times I don't feel like it or I lose interest at the first excuse. Maybe I notice that I need to scrub my toilet, so I stop and scrub my toilet.

I look at videos on youtube that made me aroused 6 months ago, and I feel nothing. It's very strange that it changes so abruptly from time to time.

Anybody else experience these abrupt changes in libido?