(((((Pinksoil)))))
I am so sorry that you had such a lousy session. There are definitely some similarities in our sessions yesterday. I've been thinking, do you think it makes the session go south when T comes into the room with an agenda rather than responding to our needs in the moment?
I mean, I know they have a treatment plan and all but the goal is to respond in the moment, no? So, when they come in with these agendas: [ in your case the pdoc/meds discussion and in my case the goals/review discussion] maybe it feels like our needs are not being met.
Just a though, and as the day wears on I'm sure I'll have more.
By the way, if you don't like your current pdoc, who cares if you go to another one? Maybe he said that to T because T was riding him about not being able to help you? Maybe T went to bat for you with pdoc? I say, move on, and if it takes 99 of them so be it. You're worth it.
Take gentle care and love yourself. PS if you want to borrow my Wonder Woman suit you can.
Sistah