My son has started doing the same drug that killed his father, Meth. He also smokes pot and tried other things.

He tries to quit but then says he gets depressed and gives up.

He's 22 and I'm out of solutions. He's currently in jail for not abiding the rules of his Probation and not participating in drug court, among other things.

Any advice. He's and adult so there is only so much I can do, but financial and emotional cost is killing me.

Last night I dreamed that he killed himself. I kept waking up realizing it was only a dream jut to fall back asleep and dream it again. I can't see him do what his father did. He's my son and I can't lose him.