He knows. He's trying to get me to make decisions that will be less stressful/painful to get through the next few weeks (this is always a hard time of year for me). They are just hard decisions to make. But he also pushed so hard that I'm not feeling as numb. Very sad and extremely tired but not so numb. After talking to him yesterday I'm not sure that there is a way to get through the next few weeks without feeling sad and depressed and probably numbness isn't the way to avoid it (since I'll just feel it later). This is just not going to be easy. I think I was hoping if I could get the numb to go away it would feel better. It's not that easy.