I think you've made a good (but risky) decision, as have I. No amount of medicine or therapy has worked for me. I'm hoping that, now that I've put the pot pipe down, I will stabilize naturally. I'm testing the theory that it was the marijuana all along that had me moving from one cycle to the next.

I feel so guilty for all the damage I've done. I just want to make it all right. I'm staying as positive as I can, and just trying to make amends.