I feel kinda confused and i am now 34. I came out at 29. But i still feel a failure to my parents etc that i didn't give them what they wanted. Marriage,good job and kids etc. Instead i am just floating about from pillar to post never settling and i feel useless. I struggled to come to terms with being gay and i don't really enjoy sex with women or men. I am single my longest relationship was a year and i just like my freedom too much yet i crave company at times.

I wish i was more clear in what i want but i am muddled up. Can anyone identify with these feelings?