So your husband is still alive and he quit over a year ago? Haha. I am joking because for people trying to quit it feels like a death when actually it is a new lease on life. Yes, I agree. If nothing else the past year was eventful because I guess the year you finally and really quit smoking for good and forever is a big deal. I would never go back but I deal with a lot of quit smoking anxiety, more than I think I have ever had before in my life, which is kind of what brought me to this site. Big congrats to your hubby. He is a hero.