I'm sorry you had a crash. You definitely are not worthless and hopeless though. You're depressed. Do you know why your lithium levels are low? Maybe talk to your pdoc about it? I know what you mean about being tired of being bipolar. But I'm resigned to the fact that I have it and always will. I just try to stay on my med regimen, and continue to learn as much as I can about the disorder. Sending you good energy. 
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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