Since I have Lupus I came across the spoon theory and it is exactly like that for me.

I wanted to put things on walls too but my friend would ridicule me. I try to keep notes but they turn into weird scribble that finally gets lost.

For me habit change is extremely slow. What takes someone about three months to change to sort of put into autopilot, takes me three years and I'm not even kidding. Still maybe the key is to try to make it habit.

I finally came around cleaning every week because I have government assistance with that, now I know they will show up weekly and after half a decade I have realized it does work to tidy like that (don't even try to imagine my home before that...).

I've tried to do things with my friend but she is as random as me. Together we make a great team pushing everything into the future...

Least I actually finally found my amp cord. Dusted off my guitar a little. Haven't restringed the acoustic. For some reason it feels like a huge hassle! I haven't even messed with the uku I bought a year ago, even if I "should" have been happy about it and started toying with it at once.

I look at those Youtubers who manage to post at least once a month. They might not have more than 100 viewers but just that would be fun.