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thankyou so much for your repies. Iam so gladto be here, obviously i will have good and bad days but having many more good so far. I just want people to know that no matter how difficult and hard times can get, there is ALWAYS hope. There have been days when I have been so desperate, so frustrated and sad. Days when nothing seemed worth it, no point in anything - but it didn't last. People told me I would get better - I didn't believe it, maybe I didn't WANT to believe it. Healing has to come from inside, I realise that now. It's so hard, like wading through mud, but if I can do it so can anyone - and I mean that.

love Jinny xoxoxoxoxox