Hi Pinkvilla. welcome to PC. We may feel a low that comes with the fear of abandonment. We may be telling ourselves subconciously that we do not want to be alone and will go out and seek someone to be with. This thought has crossed other people's minds. You are dwelling on a fear of losing your partner. That is really what this is all about. Try addressing those fears and the basis for them. Have you talked this over with a counselor? It might help. And is there cause for feeling this way? Have you expressed these thoughts to your partner? Communication is everything. Often times it is little things blown out of proportion or what others think they know what we think and they project that when it is misconception of truth. I hope this helps? tc