(((((((((((candybear)))))))))))))))

I'm in a similar situation regarding whether i have forgiven my mum or not. sometimes i love her, sometimes i hate her, sometimes i feel sorry for her. she makes me anxious. sorry your mom is ill. I wish i could help, it's so hard, at the end of the day she is your mom - my mum is my mum - there is a bond of some sort because they are our parents. pm if you need to talk, I can't make much sense of my emotions towards my mum. She had a lot to do with the abuse in my past.

love jinny xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo