Today, he has been better at his words toward me. But he's still refusing the hospital. I've tried to tell him about mindfulness and how it helped me. But he refuses that. I really don't know if it's suicidal, depression with anxiety or grief or all three causing this. He said he's scared of the thoughts. Which, is a good thing because I know when I was suicidal, the ideations didn't scare me. They comforted me. It's just very stressful here. I try to not get offended by what he says and I try not to lose my temper but it's really hard :'(